God says, I can pick you up to the best place ever exist, heaven, if you find it’s hard to survive or just boring in your world and want to release.
 
I say, no thanks. I am born for perceiving everything not only happiness and beautiful but also bitterness and frightful, and only keeping fighting for better can make me awake and excited…
 
God says, ok~ young man, hehe, see you.
 
I say, i’ll visit your place when i have time, see you.